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2009-05-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

Heya~~ have been busy this past few weeks man! sip and mp, training after training, I still thank God cuz I really bond well with my classmates and projects mates, they are a wonderful bunch of brothers that I get to know! lots of jokes and laughters! :D

I have shepherding today, It was a wonderful shepherding, really thank God for kc, I guess it was really tiring to listen to my complains, burderns, worries and stuff XD but I thank God for this loving, caring and wonderful shepherd that advise me biblically :) haha :D thanks fren for everything you have done! :D

God you know my worries etc etc, I shall pray until something happen! :D I want to make a positive impact and not negative impact! :D

2009-03-30T15:23:00.000-07:00

WOW talk to my sheep just now and it just touch-ed me~~~ :D

{ -` Joel Job says:
but yea easter i am bringing someone over
Lem says:
also waiting for another handsome to come back to sg
{ -` Joel Job says:
yup
Lem says:
SERIOUS?
{ -` Joel Job says:
i haveno idea who
but yup
i promised god to invite

{ -` Joel Job says:
yo bro
hey bro ive got smth interesting
to share
Lem says:
oh yea go ahead
hee
{ -` Joel Job says:
ok you see the photo?
ah nvm
you know during september 11th
there is a church near world trade center
likevery near
and when world tradecenter collapsed it took out 6 other buildings near it
but MIRACUOUSLY the church was unharmed

{ -` Joel Job says:
k
and ya i update facebook le
help spread a bit
Lem says:
ok i go and see
HEE
{ -` Joel Job says:
and the church one also
Lem says:
OK can
{ -` Joel Job says:
explain gods miracle
very imt
impt
i went OMG after hearing it

Thank God for his spirit, God will bless u de Bro as u build ur foundation stronger and stronger! :D waiting for u to come back! on the 8th! :D

2009-03-29T03:22:00.000-07:00

I MISS DARREN KOH :D

You have been a wonderful bro, i will post more next week and also pics after our celebration together :D

anyway God thank you for speaking, I know is All For Love- I will always remember in my heart! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE! and I promise to do my best cause i love u lord :)

anyway God found my wallet, praise him, he is a faithful God, i knw he is always being a faithful God and I will never sway or waver God, I'm Yours :D

Isaiah 12

Songs of Praise

¹ In that day you will say:
"I will praise you, O LORD.
Although you were angry with me,
your anger has turned away
and you have comforted me.

² Surely God is my salvation;
I will trust and not be afraid.
The LORD, the LORD, is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation."

³ With joy you will draw water
from the wells of salvation.

⁴ In that day you will say:
"Give thanks to the LORD, call on his name;
make known among the nations what he has done,
and proclaim that his name is exalted.

⁵ Sing to the LORD, for he has done glorious things;
let this be known to all the world.

⁶ Shout aloud and sing for joy, people of Zion,
for great is the Holy One of Israel among you."

2009-02-21T14:31:00.000-08:00

Yozzzz~~

Is 6:33am now and I am studying, HAHA!! before that was trying to crack some codes and that brendon try to say some lame joke to me on msn! =.=

anyway some updates, first exam test and thank God the paper was kinda of ok but still tricky but I love it when exams are challenging,it will get you to think of sup papers but no excuse plz hahaha..
I really wanna thank God for he really bless me with a bunch of friends that I saw how much they care for me and how much they are willing to go down for me!HAHA, I maybe laughing and doing stuff but deep down just wanna thank God for them esp kc :D you are a Godly Man and dont worried, God will make the ministry work! :) Thank xt and px for guiding me and teaching me, I love it when I get patty from them, means scolding!!! hahaha but I know they meant well for me.kc it doesnt mean I like sandwich model! LOL joking We have our ups and downs, different ministry but I know we shall see each other at the end of the race with the rest, Never-resign! :)

Thank God on friday man, my fren out of no-where call me but I was in the toilet, i think pang-sai, den never pick up, guess what siolz? he sms me say someone found my thumbdrive and ask me to go down to business school to collect, can you believe it, I lost it like maybe close to 1 month? Thank God for that kind soul who is willing to give back, is amazing and I was like wow when i saw that sms, who else but God! :D

Lastly an article that I read online, hee...
I believe that people are waiting for Jesus! Every person regardless of whether or not they are Christians.

They are not waiting for religious words with condescending tones. They are not waiting for more of the same-old-same-old. What they ARE waiting for is a genuine touch from God. Hearts are made for His touch, and regardless of whether or not we recognize it, we are all designed that way.

People are waiting for His touch.

Whether they are Christian or non-Christian, they are waiting for His touch. His word. His presence.

Whether it is my wife, or a staff member, an employee, or even a stranger, they are all waiting for Him ... No, not for a sermon, not for a religious treatise, not for a condescending remark that has biblical overtones. They are waiting for a genuine touch of Jesus.

really got me thinking this sentence, prayer is a powerful tool. God use me as I pray and as I fast for the people, for the up-coming harvest cause lord is not us who is going to change them but is you, our saviour! :) if u wanna read more abut the article, can ask me on msn! :) oh yea, last update, BIKE BIKE!!! by sept, wooooooooo, my bro say get a bike for me! hahahah walao..happy siolzzzzz

adios amigos~~~~~~~~~~~~Back to study! :D

2009-01-30T11:13:00.001-08:00

WOOO~~

SP VS VASPA

My parents told me when I was in the car with them

Me:"Eh ya sip needs to wake up early! very early somemore!"
Me:*shakes
Me:"eh How about I go and learn bike, I want to learn leh!"
*atmosphere getting exciting~~
Mum:"Go lor!"
*An excited Face!
Dad:"I also want to go and learn!"

LOL! tt got me excited, later in the house, i ask my parents about it again and they say if want to learn den go and learn lor~~ I really thank God for them, I know they are struggling and working hard :)

Are you feeling me on this man!
SP bike wooo or maybe vaspa..hahah

2009-01-22T16:44:00.000-08:00

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

TPGuys1之道兄弟为你撑腰~~ (To All TpGuys1 & my co-CL DENNIS chua)

2009-01-15T10:29:00.000-08:00

2009 arrived~ and 08 has long gone past, been reading through my journals, what a journey man! Many things that I thank God and many things to laugh at, is such a joy to always know that God is always in my life, Thank You POP~

Just wanna take this opportunity to thank God for afew people:

(1)Ritchie Rich kid: You have been a wonderful friend to me, a shepherd that always stick by me to give me wonderful advices and encouraging me so much that I know God is in your life too and I can see your passion and your desire and your love for the people and for your ministry, I believe you will strive and you will do your best in every ministry or calling that God has place upon you! Jia you Friend! Thank You for teaching me so many stuff! =D and i still remember your 19 chef joke which is like not funny at all -_-"

(2)Ezri: Hey sister, I really thank God for your life seriously for guiding me and teaching, is been a joy to be under you.I enjoy every company and the times that you spend with me to eat and eat and eat and teaching me! =)

(3)Karchun: YO! Your life is such a good role model for many people to follow as you are following christ and you know you are the one that impacted me alot and I will follow you and stick with you, support you cause I know I am following a brother who is loving God and His church brothers and sisters, we been through ups and downs together and I thank you for always teaching and guiding me along the way, I am really inspired to be like you too! HAHA! must continue to teach me hor~~ =DD

(4)Glen: Woolalala~~ haha, just wanna take this time to thank God for you, I realise I dont have much opportunity to thank you cause I really see you grow from a person that dont really care much to now a brother who cares and concern for people, I thank u for giving me the opportunity to teach you and guide you, you have been a wonderful brother and I believe you will prosper in your ministry and in your other areas, remember when I come and order guitar from you, 10% discount ok! thank You friend =) you are also another that we went through alot together too! =))

There are many more people that I wanna thank God for like jason, marco, darren, shawn,sf,lestari, px, mag,samuel etc etc.. sorry if I miss out anybody but I am very sure you have impacted my life alot too. =)

Anyway Its the new year now, fresh start~ new objectives and a fresh year with a fresh orange juice! HAHA!!
And I wanna congratz my this sheep!!! JOEL welcome him to this family of God..
anyway this is my new CG
TPguys1!!!! wooolalalallalalalala~~~

Anyway I will let the pics do the talking
Linda 18th birthday celebration-

Nich Birthday celebration-

New year Celebration-

Pj's Birthday celebration-

WOOo, I am so excited for this year and for my attachment, I am a IDC student, for those who study in eng sch will know tt at block 20 lvl 3 there is a IDC building and I thank God I was attach there to do some designing work =D

Oh ya something that I really like when I was reading through my journal: "Stop looking at what they done wrong or what they cant do or what they cannot do but start looking at what they have done for you!" =) lalalalalalala, wat a bird thing =)

2008-12-26T23:37:00.000-08:00

'Never say never,' says Neville

Gary Neville didn't give up his pursuit of three points at Stoke, even though for long periods it looked like it just wasn’t United’s day.

The Reds skipper told MUTV he’s learned to believe in the Reds’ ability to conjure late chances in important matches.

“We know we’ll always create one chance and we know our strikers are good enough to take that chance,” he said.

“We’ve learned to remain patient and not to panic, and we did that today.

I just love the way neville says about the match Man U had with stroke ytd, it was like saying never say never to the harvest becuz you never know what God will do tml,today, in a split second, he may just give you a harvest. I trust in the Lord as I continue to work to my best and claim his promise, he will bless me with the chance! =DDD

JAMES 1:12
12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

2008-12-11T23:29:00.000-08:00

L.I.S.A.E.S.B.B

2008-12-10T10:12:00.000-08:00

Oppsssss~~ Time has put the plug on me thus neglected this blog~

A sense of awkwardness during the funeral, sadness maybe? hmm...

X-ming knows the best, my new Ba Cho Mee fren XD

I was reading my devotion today and this came up! ~.~

Job decided that he would serve God. Even though tragedy overwhelmed him, his response was to rise, tear his coat, fall to the ground and worship the Lord. Yes, he wrestled with all of it, but he did not blame God. Instead, he grieved with hope. And though his wife had a different perspective and encouraged him to curse God and die, Job said, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him. Nevertheless I will argue my ways before Him" (Job 13:15).

HAHA, straight to my heart =) thank God!!!

Lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN !!!
AND
Jia You for everyone taking term test =)

2008-11-21T11:42:00.000-08:00

My fren intro to me this song as I was talking to him as we were sharing lives, haha he was getting Emo and he said this song cheer him up and he felt like a spark of fire in his life. so here u go guys

March On-Good Charlotte
Like soldiers
March on
If we can make it through the night we'll see the sun
March on, march on

Till we see the sun (March on)
Till we see the sun

Through the good times
Through the bad times
Through the long days
Through the hard nights
Keep on till we see the sun

Even when there’s no one there for you march on
Even when the days are long for you march on
Like soldiers March on!

This is just part of the song lyrics, cant stop hearing it! lol maybe I can sing it during Cg or sing it during DMM, I BELIVE DMM people will love it!!!!! rith Kc and ser meng? lol Thank You God, :) you know I know can le! :)

2008-11-19T06:35:00.001-08:00

Oh, this is going to be a very short post, Just want to Thank God for the blessings, all those fun moments, all those lovely converts and even contacts~~~ I really thank God for this brother Peter trong(dont know spell correctly or nt) but those stuff that he taught, those advice and his giftings really taught me alot and I am practising now in my life and guess what, God show me how real he is! =D Praise the lord, Just want to affirm Ben and Yik xian( the 2 new members to come into Engit) it will be a decision u will never regret, I say this alot of times in this 1 year+ of my walk with God and tts something I know I will say it with conviction again and again! =D I also wan to thank Xue Ting the babe(this happens once every bluemoon) I saw ur effort and I thank you for everything! =D oooo also to PX and Kc, they are my wonderful team! Anyway we had fun ytd celebrating Px's birthday! =D its been a very long time since I spend time with Px, thank God for ytd, really enjoy myself! =D I will upload the pics soon! =DDDDD

2008-11-17T20:30:00.000-08:00

10% luck
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure
50% pain
and
100% reason to remember HIS name

Focus! Desperate! Spiritual battle!

I not going to lose(X20Million)

Happy BIRTHDAY PX!!!!!!!!! =D

2008-10-30T12:49:00.000-07:00

Alright this part is for my 2 beautiful leaders Xt and Px, jia you for ur exams!!! focus and glorify God with your results! woo~~ XD

I was spending my devotion and this article caught my eye, I just paste some points on to here, but if u want to see the whole article, you can ask from me! =)

Failure … It is something we fear, yet we have all experienced. It is part of the human experience to take risks at times and risk implies failure. Whenever we dare to do new things, like starting a new job or falling in love or creating a new product, we risk failure. It is implicit in living and striving for success. In fact, the only way to avoid failure is to never try, and that is no way to live at all.

There is a story of one guy who came to America to learn English. He was very afraid of failing. He thought, “If I fail, these Americans will make fun of me.” He said to his English teacher, “I need to order food, so make sure that you teach me something I can use.”

The teacher said, “Say hamburger, French fries, and coke. You can get that anywhere. Go ahead, try it.”

“Hamburger, French fries, and coke.” He practiced until he got it down. He said, “Are you sure I won't fail if I say those things?”

“Guaranteed, no failure.”

Sure enough, he went into a restaurant and the waitress asked, “What would you like?”

“Hamburger, French fries, and coke.”

She brought out the order.

“Wow,” he said to himself, “this is cool.” He went back to the restaurant later on and said, “Hamburger, French fries, and coke.”

They brought out the order. No failure rate. “This is great.”

With this system, he ended up eating hamburgers, French fries, and coke for the next eight months. He finally grew tired of eating the same food, and zits were breaking out all over his face. So he said to his teacher, “Could you teach me something else because it is getting old eating hamburgers, French fries and coke for breakfast, lunch, and dinner?”

“All right, I tell you what. For breakfast order eggs, toast, and juice.”

“Now, I don't want to veer out too far, because I don't want to fail.”

“No problem. Eggs, toast, juice.”

So he practiced. “Eggs, toast, juice.”

He went back to the restaurant. When the waitress came and asked him what he would like, he said, “Eggs, toast, juice.”

She asked, “How would you want your eggs? Over medium, over easy, scrambled, boiled, or poached? How about your toast? Do you want white, brown, wheat, rye, an English muffin, or a bagel? What about your juice? Do you want orange, tomato, grapefruit, guava, or passion fruit?”

He looked up at her and said, “Hamburger, French fries, and coke.”

If we are afraid of failure, we will be eating hamburgers, French fries, and coke for the rest of our lives. And a lot of us live hamburger, French fries, and coke lives because we are so afraid of failing that we never venture out.

YOU WILL REALLY NEVER PLEASE GOD BY PLAYING IT SAFE.

The fear of failure is really nothing new. In fact, Jesus told a story about it in Matthew 25. A master comes along, and he gives one man five talents. He gives another man two talents, and to a third man he gives one talent. Before the master leaves for a long journey, he says, “By the way, invest your money. Do something with it, will you?”

When the master returns, he meets with the man who was given five talents. This man says, “Master, you know the five talents you gave me? I invested it and gained five more.”

In Matthew 25:21, the master responds, “Well done, good and faithful slave; you were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things, enter into the joy of your master.”

Now the one with the two talents came to the master and said, “Lord, you gave me two talents. Look, I have gained two more. I did something with it.”

The master says, “Well done, good and faithful slave; you were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master” (Matthew 25:23 NASB ).

Lastly, the master meets with the man who was given just one talent. Now, this guy was so afraid of failure that he buried his one talent in the ground. When the master came, he dug it up and said, “Master, do you remember that one talent you gave me? Here it is.”

“I was afraid, and went away and hid your talent in the ground; see, you have what is yours” (Matthew 25:25).

Do you know how the master responded? “But his master answered and said to him, ‘You wicked, lazy slave'” (Matthew 25:26 NASB ).

Do you think that was too harsh of a reaction? You bet it is. But do you know what that says? That's exactly what God thinks of us when we play it safe. When we are so afraid of failure, we don't risk, we don't venture. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. The Bible says you cannot please God by playing it safe. You will never please God by doing that because your life will end up a barren wasteland.

2. Realize that failure is not final.

Failure is neither fatal nor final. In fact, the fear of failure is often worse than the experience itself. I go to dentists but for some reason I am always scared stiff. I'm a grown man, but I stay up nights before the dental appointment. I make every excuse I can to postpone or change the appointment. I will call the receptionist and say, “If there is anyone else that needs their teeth fixed, please let them have my place. I'll come at another time.”

I can't believe I fight this fear because, thanks to advanced technology today in dentistry, I usually don't feel a thing. I have my mouth open for a while, not even thinking they've begun, and then they tell me they are finished already. It's amazing! But looking down at my hands, I can see that they are tight. They are holding on to each other for dear life. They are perspiring, and my buns are like rocks. That is how I get my “buns of steel.” I go to the dentist.

Often, the fear of failure is worse than the experience itself.

Proverbs 24:16 says, “A righteous man falls seven times, and rises again.” Even good guys stumble. The righteous man falls seven times. Not once, not twice, but seven times and… he rises again. Do you think he camps around the fire of failure? No, the righteous man falls and gets up seven times. He just rises again. It's okay.

But, what if you're stumbling because you are rejecting God and being foolish? What if you're denying God and not cooperating with Him? What about making mistakes when you do that? Then what is that called? It is called being foolish, disobeying God, and rejecting God. That's what it is called. Repent!

But what if you have received Christ and you are trying your best to serve and love Him, but you still stumble and run into walls?

The Bible says don't worry because “God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28).

If I'm trying my best to walk according to God's will and God's way, and yet I stumble, God says, “Don't you worry about it in the least.” In fact, He says, “I will work those mistakes around for good, and I will turn them into a blessing for you. Just don't give up. Because when you are following Me, you are in a win-win situation. When you do right, you get blessed. When you don't, you mess up. But if you are trying to follow Me, I will turn it around and make it for the right.”

Isn't that great?

Learn From Your Failure

The message here is simple: If you are erring on the side of unrighteousness, repent right away. Ask the Lord for forgiveness. But if you are erring on the side of righteousness and you make a mistake, pick yourself up and keep right on going . Learn from your failure, and move on. Don't camp around the fires of guilt and failure.

Did you know that George Washington lost two-thirds of the battles in the American Revolution before he finally won the war and became the first president of the United States of America? Two-thirds of the battles.

I also did some research on Napoleon. Napoleon graduated forty-second in a class of 43 students. And then he went on to conquer Europe.

For many years Babe Ruth held the world record in home runs. He was the first to be called the Home Run King. But did you know that, not only did he hit 714 home runs, he struck out 1336 times? And yet he was not known as the Strike Out King. Why? Because he didn't give up.

Failure is not final. Galatians 6:9 says this, “Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we shall reap if we do not grow weary.”

You will reap. Just don't give up. Most people give up far too soon. When you learn through failure, you become a success through failure. Falling down is part of the pathway to success, and when you stumble and fumble, God will use your time on the ground to build you up.

Think of a baby. How does a child learn to walk? By falling. Wouldn't it be crazy if the child starts to walk and the parents say, “Come on, come on, baby, walk.” Foomp! He falls down and the parents say, “That's it. He fell. He cannot walk ever again.” No, you learn through failure.

Listen to this man's story: At age seven, his parents were evicted from their home because they could not make the payments. Then two years later, at age nine, his mother died. He had to go to work early to help support the family. When he was 22, he lost his job as a store clerk. He wanted to go to school, but his education wasn't good enough. At 23, he went into debt to become a partner in a store. Three years later his partner died, leaving all their joint debt to him. At 28, he proposed to a lady, but she rejected him. At 37, he tried to get into congress but failed. Two years later, he tried again and failed. He later had a nervous breakdown. Then at 41, after being married, his son died. The following year, he ran for land officer and lost. At 45, he ran for the senate and lost. Two years later, he ran for vice president and lost. He tried the senate again and lost. Then, at age 51, he was elected the sixteenth president of the United States. Abraham Lincoln is remembered in history as one of America's greatest leaders.

His life was one constant failure, but he kept going. Most of us drop out far too soon. Thank God he didn't drop out.

Sometimes the pathway to God's greatest desire for your life will be riddled with failure. Don't drop out. It's a part of life. Don't make failure into such a big deal that you sabotage your own future.

Failure educates us. Thomas Edison had 10,000 failures before he perfected the incandescent lightbulb. At 10,000 failures someone asked him, “Aren't you discouraged? Don't you feel like a failure?”

Do you know what Thomas Edison's reply was? “I don't call it a failure,” he said. “I call it an education. Now I know 10,000 things that do not work very well.”

4. Redefine failure.

Some people say, “I failed.” Why? “Because I lost this job, or I didn't meet this assignment, or I didn't make that money, or I didn't make that sale.”

Let's redefine failure. Failure is not that you didn't arrive at your goal; failure is not even making the effort.

How often, when we fall down, do we refuse to set any more goals because the locusts might come? The boll weevils might come, and so we leave our land desolate.

Failure is not when I stumble in my walk with Jesus. Failure is if I never intend to have a good walk with Jesus. We have to redefine failure. Someone said it this way, “I would rather attempt to do something great for God and fail, than to plan to do nothing and succeed.” Redefine failure.

“I realized that all we can do is be happy and do the best we can while we are still alive” (Ecclesiastes 3:12 tev).

“I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith” (2 Timothy 4:7 NASB ).

God says, “Do not drop out.” God did not say to come in first. He says, “Run.” He did not say, “I want you to be the best.” He says, “I want you to do your best.” God is not looking for people who want to be famous. He is looking for people who would be faithful.

I define failure as giving up too soon. Never give up! Don't do it. If Abraham Lincoln had done so, we would be short a great president. Do not give up too soon. You might say, “What if I keep making mistakes?” I will tell you a foolproof way to guard your heart. First Corinthians 13:8 says this: “Love never fails.” The foolproof way to overcome and override failure is to make the motivation for everything you are doing—love.

FAILURE IS NOT THAT YOU DIDN'T ARRIVE AT YOUR GOAL.

FAILURE IS NOT MAKING THE EFFORT.

If you love your family and you love God and you come up short, God says, “I will turn that around for good.” Why? Because love never fails.

If I am doing anything out of selfishness and I mess up, good for me! But if I love my family and I love God, and I stumble and fumble and fall while trying my best, don't worry. God says that's good, because you know what? He will turn it around for blessings. God will use everything you try and attempt, mistakes or otherwise, and turn them all around until they all come up blessings. Isn't that wonderful? That is the kind of God we serve.

He is saying, “Go for it. Do not be afraid of failure. You just go for it. But if you err, err on the side of righteousness, not on the side of unrighteousness.”

Martin Luther was the founder of the Reformation Age and a great man of God. He understood failure, and he was not afraid to fail in the course of serving the Lord. Listen carefully because this will sound wrong at first, but let me explain it to you. Martin Luther said it this way: Love God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength. Love God and then sin boldly.

What was he saying? Even if you love God and your course is steering toward Him, you are still going to sin. But Martin Luther did not say reject Christ and not love Him. If you really love Him, you are serving Him. You desire to be righteous, and he says, “Just go for it! Try it! If it doesn't work, scratch it, and try something else. Sin boldly!” Why? Because God looks at your heart. He does not look at your performance. Now remember that is all on the side of righteousness. That is what he was saying. If you miss the mark, don't worry about it. Just go for it because God is looking at your heart.

Proverbs 14:4 is one of my favorite Scriptures: “Where no oxen are, the manger is clean, but much increase comes by the strength of the ox.”

What this verse is saying is if your whole goal in life is to keep a clean floor, then just make sure there is nothing there. If your whole goal is just to keep a clean manger, then you will get nothing done. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. But if you want to make something of your life, you are going to have to deal with some “doo-doo.”

Do not be afraid of doo-doo because if at least there is doo-doo on the floor, it tells you that something is alive.

Do not be afraid. Just make certain that you have goals and that your motivation is love. When you do what you do out of love, you never fail because love never fails.

Let me let you in on a secret. Count on it, you will blow it. We all sin. We all mess up. But God is looking at our hearts. Keep your heart right. Place it before the Lord. Set it on God. And you will watch that giant—your fear of failure—fumble and fall and not rise again.

2008-10-26T00:46:00.001-07:00

I am super disturb by what shepherd told me during shepherding~~ after shepherding, series of events happen that links to what he told me.
Luke 5:4-5

4When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out into deep water, and let down^[a] the nets for a catch."

5Simon answered, "Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets."

2008-10-22T10:10:00.000-07:00

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives...

=D, going to meet up some guys later, gathering XD anyway God has bless me this week again! awww~~ XD

2008-10-21T10:43:00.000-07:00

WOW! its been a long time since i blog, so many stuff to say~~ so i will let the picture do the talking as they say a picture speaks a thousand words, a thousand words dont speak a picture because a picture cant talk~~~ ahhhhhhh =/

Traveling to the Village

2nd nite of Cg (praise and worship)

Before we left, a dance to remember~~ =D

BABY and me! =D

Hope Sri Aman, Hope Kuching & Hope Singapore

Wei tat & me (his super lame like me XD)

The Mission Team took in Hope Kuching

we went to gai gai together with the Hope kuching ppl

My playful partner in Mission Team XD

Well there is more pics than expected but I just post afew random ones to show your guys that it is such a blessing to be in Hope church to see so many Hope brothers and sister serving One God! I love Hope family! =D when I return back to church, is CAMP!!! Leadership camp and is way different from last time, different different~~ some pics to show to your:
THE POLY, Di Region

The Engit~~

The Tp Guys

Buddy and me!

Lastly, my leader and me!

WOO~~ tell you guys man, leadership is a big bang!! really learn alot from leaders like jeremiah, Andrew, collin, pastor Jasmine etc etc and there are many fun and wonderful moments~~ wee soon is MY DA GE's BIRTHDAY! how could I forget~~ will post some pics abut sat celebration and sunday celebration :
Kc's CG

Unit~~

His shepherd~~

Sunday KTV celebration~~

At Outback~~

I dont knw~~

The "so call" Cake Suprise LOL

HAPPY~~

Affirmation time~~~

Acting Cute time~~

This one..hmm

Well thats the end of a thousand words picture, well moments like that are worth living for cause God is living in our life and lets make full use of it, lets do the best and be a fighter for God, never give up! ENgit 60! LETS GO~~

LASTLY SOMETHING THAT WE SAW DURING MISSION TRIP:

HAHAHHA ( LAO SHU FEN! ) hahahaha CYA ~~

2008-09-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

rooney, never give, never say no!working forever for the team

let mine this body be your servant lord, let me work forever for the team of christ, for you~ I am going forward, for you I am going to fight to the end.

hebrews 8:11
hebrews 4:8

I think i am missing mine shepherd..hmm LOL! =D

2008-09-14T13:01:00.000-07:00

Phew, just taking constant breaks~~ anyway just had a urge to say I love Engit 2, bunch of loving guys, we are going through all the ups and downs together, no one is going to be left behind, i mean it, I going to catch and dropkick anyone who is behind! Engit 2=12 start of Oct and end of Oct 14 Cmon lets do it man! =DDD

oOo, I thinking of going into business~~ =/

Think Big, act small

2008-08-30T14:37:00.000-07:00

When Hughes said as a child that he wanted to be the richest man in the world, he had a clear vision about where he wanted to go, but he did not yet know how he was going to get there. That is, until, he began taking one step at a time towards achieve his dreams. Hughes recognized the importance of setting high goals and thinking about long-term possibilities, all the while taking small steps in the short-term to achieve those goals.

AHHA, read the book of Howard Hughes and catch his movie! =D planes,pilot x.o.x.o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY W.X! =D

oh yea, Happy belated to Victor And Seoh =D

2008-08-26T12:13:00.000-07:00

Praise the Lord for the conversion! God open their heart even more to receive more of your love! =D

This week is Exam week+J.U.M.P Concert, what a week to praise God and to see so many people knowing Him, just had a sense of happiness in me and there is going to be even more people going to know him! stay up almost every nite to study and to revise but still the paper seems difficult =/, thank God it is still passable =) oh yea~ Happy Belated Birthday to Shuhfen! =)

Anyway God really threw me off my line of walk with him this week when I was just spending time with Him and during mine Qt
Hebrews 5:8 [A verse God spoke to me]
(Although he was a son, he learned obedience from what he suffered)
It hurts me to see you fall away from the truth, it hurts me that I cant do anything, God I know you are in control and let my this heart break from breaks Yours lord~
(Break my heart from what breaks Yours)

I really thank God for all this while staying right beside me, It is just so exciting to serve him, life is much more meaningful with you lord and I need more of Your fruits, nt my own growth fruits, You are all I need in my list, always No. 1 =D sorry for the things that I have done that broken Your heart, I am surrendering more of my life to YOU!...I want to be even more christ-like, I want to serve You even more! Enjoy my life even more too! =) Let our life focus more on You and your work, less of me! =D
POP This is for you:"I humble all I am, All to You,Let this grace and mercy abound in me deep in my heart! Thank You POP"

Love POP! Love people! =D woo~~ Oh yea if anyone need any prayer requests, do sms me or msn me! =D lets labour ourself in prayer for one another! =D oh yea I want to thank God for my shepherd too! =D and rafael nadal nt good, roger federer rawks~~~ XDXDXD I want to play tennis! =D

2008-08-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

Sam are you ready to join with me! HAHA next yr 09 Sg~~ hee

2008-08-08T11:59:00.000-07:00

12 more days! use me more lord!

Thanks to all my sheeps today~~ tt shawn who always cause me to laugh esp when he spill the cup of mineral water, got me laughing! and that marco who taught me a new song using piano, now i know how to play one song le XD HAHAHAHAH!

Mactech was a failure~~ My teacher totally cheated my feeling when she told my product sure gt alot error one and dont allow me to create.

I offically quit playing soccer games starting from monday!

2008-08-06T22:08:00.000-07:00

Dualthon~~

Ironman 08~~

1year plan!~~

=D

2008-08-03T11:16:00.000-07:00

wOOOOO~~

first of all~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XT~~

Haha, really enjoy every moment spend with her as every time there is always new thing that could be learn from this bibical woman who taught me and the second woman who impacted me since I enter back into church~ Thank God for you XT =D
Soon, after xt's birthday was My dear Darren~~

Haha, thank God for you darren!! Everything is written on the card and on the affirmation I got said to you that day! =) You can do it (X1Million) you know what I mean! even if everyone says dont believe, I will still believe you! =)

Simple blessings from You lord just make me even more convicted of what I believe! Physical body maybe tired but spiritual I am even more hungry den ever and I shall do my best for this kingdom! Thank God for everyone that God place into my life esp Px, xt, ritchie~~ and kccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc =D Engit 2,12, 3 more to go!! =D lets move it man!=D

Lastly something to excite you:

2008-07-15T12:28:00.000-07:00

objectives set
actions pending
conviction never left me

Thank God for those who went for the water bap on sunday, thank God for ur obedience =)
Glen, shawn, wx, marco, gideon,cindy and cm

Met Gary up, woo change alot thank Pop for u and for telling me XD
and thank Pop for you 44 =)

2008-06-21T12:26:00.000-07:00

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

C.) Have FUN!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad? den get over it ba or maybe find my shepherd and cry to him XD AHAHHA!

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
POP! u know can le XD

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
at the beach side facing the oceans with my all my good frens and her good frens, smaller group better =)

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
POP shall lead me =)

#5. Do you like cheese ?
of cuz ~~

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
depends but loving someone would be nice ~~

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
as long as she loves me back~

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
luke 1:37 (xt hor!)

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeaaaa~~

#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
ppl leaving church~~

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
leading a group of guys flying around the world to help the poor ppl =)

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
God,family, engit and shepherd!

#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
...........................

#14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor.

#15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
POP, another extra min?

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
of cuz~~

#17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wait for the 3rd one

#18. What type of friends do you like?
can click jiu hao le~~

Person who tag me:
Nicholas and peixin

People whom I tagged:
nil~

2008-06-17T13:52:00.001-07:00

POP you know me well in and out! i will uphold to you!

HELP ME POP~~ tts all I need

2008-06-10T10:52:00.000-07:00

This week is going to be hectic! GUYS DONT EVER GIVE UP! ASK WHENEVER YOU NEED HELP and Guess who will be there, nt superman or spiderman But God will be just right there, ask and you will receive.As we go down to evax/mcg/sow, lets really lift up all this small things or actions that we do for God and God will bless us with a miracle. 100% work + 100% trust + 100% obedience jia you everyone

something to share that I learn in a book:
There is no such thing as a bloody saviour and a lazy believer
There is no such thing as a relationship with God without communication

As I came upon this 2 sentences, it really struck me that sometimes we are just too comfortable with ourself that we take things for granted, we actually forget how heavy this cross God has carried for us yet we dont even bother to hold it on! have you ever want to spend qt and ur bible is on the table, thoughts were flooding like doing it tml, laziness, tired, games, sms but you know the important of doing it but yet u still dont, if u ever~ keep that 2 sentences into ur mind and heart =D it is never easy to be on this walk but if God is with us, we are already a Fighter, a winning fighter and all we need to do is to continue fighting with the devil =)

Lastly something that strike me too :The Young Man with character knows why he is on this earth and is working towards fulfilling his God-given mission.

Thank God for Engit2, I am really proud of everyone of them! jiayou ENGIT 2, go go go guys, we can do it de

2008-06-04T18:04:00.000-07:00

Wooo, CYL2 was fun and everyone really enjoy themselve including those that we invited! Thank God for everyone who particpate and for those game masters and even those organizers =D thank God for try team too, they were wonderful and done a great job XD This week is term test week, woo~~ it has been a real tiring and stressful week, LOL! one paper 25% make it or break it type! LOL challenging, I love it! those that are still having their exam, jia you! dont give up ok XD and for those who finish, ENJOY~~~ XD

Found afew acoustic videos on my fav band. YC, Yellowcard:

I think this version is NICE!!

LASTLY! MY FAV OF ALL SONGS! EMPTY APARTMENT!

2008-05-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

MAN I CANT BELIEVE THEY SAY THIS ABOUT SPIDERMAN:

It’s very difficult to imagine the rather confused Spiderman easing the plight of the impoverished. After all, even at his best, he is primarily a petty crime buster adept at one-on-one combat with psycho villains. At any rate, it’s pretty clear that young Peter Parker has too many personal problems of his own to truly have something substantial to contribute to the quest for the end of world poverty.

lol, life has been a up and down but I am enjoying every moment cause I know there is someone there for me and it is you Lord! =D Going to run faster for you lord, sheeps must join me!!!! =D

2008-05-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

The Mcg event was a success and got chance to interact with kelvin too. Haha, thank God for everyone that put in effort to make this event a success =D
after the event, went back home to celebrate with my mum.It was just a simple dinner but sharing life during dinner table is the best.At first it was weird, it was my first time even saying happy mother's day! but when really take the first step to do it.The feeling was great!! after dinner, dad and I took some cans of beer to drink, mum was just watching tv.LOL but manage to share life with them, tell them about how I feel for certain stuff and they too share back.Sometimes they may never understand how we feel, they may not give us the best advice but one thing I know parents will give us is support, quiet support.I felt a real sense of support when I told dad abut my plans and he just keep on say. Do whatever that makes u happy -_-" LOL maybe he wants to concentrate watching the show!But I really thank God for this family, I believe one day they will get to know God too =D No matter how bad ur suituation is, trust God that he will use you to add joy into the family, just dont GIVE UP! I used to hate spending time with parents, rather stay outside or in my room but all that I have been through, I realise they are still there for us, to give us the love they could give! lets really honour our parents and love them! dont give up.Take the first step out and even if u fell back to the orginal step, take another step.Just dont give up =DDDDD

2008-04-22T11:25:00.000-07:00

God u bless me with so many more stuff that nothing could compare and take away~I wan to have more breakthrough~

2008-04-21T10:50:00.000-07:00

MAN~~ Been facing lots of difficult choices esp $$ and family~ but I really thank GOD one thing that i am able to face it like a man and solve it one by one through His help~~Nothing is too big for him to solve! WOW, want to lean on him more, learn back~~

there's a party going on
now move a little closer let me hold you tight
come on and dance with me tonight
come on come on
there's a party going on
come on come on
we'll be rocking till dawn
come on come on
let the Lord sweep me off mine feet
come on Lord won't you dance with me~~

2008-04-12T22:02:00.000-07:00

HAHA, just chit-chat with my frens and we are going out on tues(i think) for celebration on xm birthday, haha well lets make it a big one!
I suddenly thought of my own life vision from secondary sch until now, I guess I still going to hit it XD

2008-04-12T15:33:00.000-07:00

~~
what a great way to start blogging~
Idt was a normal week for me but had shepherding with Ray this week, it was fun we went to a cafe for some bite and it was my second serving -_-" before that I ate kfc but we two find the atmosphere great for shepherding and the food is quite cheap + coffee nice, lots of jokes and laughter! the sandwich there is good 3.75 you can get the size of subway sandwich.Actually no lah gt half price becuz the auntie see both of us handsome!! haha, of cuz nt but becuz there is a special offer always i guess like each day different offer~~ We are going there for next shepherding =DDD
Before going for the planetshakers concert, went to find xt for lunch, she brought me to eat some sinful food~ haha but it was fun hanging out with her, lots of joy and laughter,next time must go to the sha sha?? yeah, promise her =D
Friay was planetshakers concert~~ OMG, it was a great experience! the concert actually reminded me how much I used to hate christian and chc and God actually spoke to me alot in the concert, it was ministering and I really enjoy praising God together with so many fellow brothers and sisters.I really want to say thanks to my shifu~ thanks for always teaching me and guiding me to the correct track and staying up late to talk to me, I know u are tired and you got stuff tml on but yet you stay on, thanks leh~~ pui eh!! haha =))
Anyway going to Vs another soccer team later on, haha lets do our best =DDDD

2008-03-13T14:20:00.000-07:00

sigh every word and sentence u advise me~ thank God for u shepherd!!
Gosh, just felt so fortunate to have her as a shepherd~~
you make me feel so guilt stricken~
thanks for being there, just a call/sms away

2008-02-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

Just took a 30 mins break~~
study the whole day today and manage to clear 3chaps out of 5
It is diff esp when there are so many blanks on the paper~

anyway for a quick recap~ lol~~~
this week has been so blessed!!
lean alot from shepherding and been challenged too, cant wait to apply it!
manage to meet up old frens and study with classmates together =) is a great thing to interact with the non-believers and spread the love with them! our bond is getter closer esp don~ lol
Shepherding with sheeps too make me learn new stuff~~
Manage to have some good quality time with parents~~
and lastly(most important)Spending quality time with PAPA~~ =))))

anyway gtg go and do some of my work and after that is back to the books~~ HAHA, JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!

Just for laughs: this is what i ate last nite for supper and i ate that all up~~ FAT!

2008-02-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

OMG~~ i am starting to love yellowcard songs~~ i think their songs very nice~~ very punk and rock~~ XDXDXDXD
MUST LISTEN : Empty Apartment and there is a acoustic version of it =D
Rough landing,holly
Only one
Way away
Ocean Ave
Light up the sky
Shadows and Regrets
OMG! i just love their songs super cool check out their songs manz XD

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
(PART of Empty Apartment Lyrics)
*to my frens, man can never be there, no man can be there for u 24/7 but God will always be there for you!

I cant wait to save money to get a good guitar and play together with glen~~ he is saving too~~ LOL!! GUYS LETS STUDY HARD AND GLORIFY GOD WITH OUR RESULTS! =D jia you everyone

2008-02-14T22:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But, if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Chorus:
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long, till I,m gonna need
Someone to lean on

You can call on me brother
when you need a hand,
We all need somebody to lean on,
I just might have a problem,
that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride, if Ihave things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill, those of your needs
That you won't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long, till I,m gonna need
Someone to lean on

If there is a load, you have to bear
that you can't carry
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load
If you just call me... Call me
If you need a friend...Call me
If you need a friend...If
you ever need a friend
Call me...Call me...

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long, till I,m gonna need
Someone to lean on

THIS IS For My Sheeps, Friends, Cg, My shepherd and lastly KC AND also to You samuel~~ =)

2008-02-04T18:43:00.000-08:00

thanks jay chua! he is a great great great buddy~~ one of out a kind =) sigh i know one day God will move his heart =)

2008-02-01T18:59:00.001-08:00

tell me what is wrong~~ is there anything i can do? tell me, isit so difficult! dammit

2008-01-27T12:27:00.000-08:00

its 4:27am and I am super super tired and sleepy~~ LOL! my codes doesnt seem to work~~ walao..dont know tml how but now need to study for tml quizz.. yeah dont waste anymore time, just came here to exercise my hand~~ lol..take care =D

2008-01-26T11:46:00.000-08:00

i am not sure what i am thinking sometimes too
but i know this is one of the most vulnerable times
times when i am being judge and condemned
times when i am eaten up by the problems i facing
times when i am feel stress
times when there is no one there at all
times when i feel temptation
the list goes on~~

but you know whatever i am feeling, I know one thing~ God is trying to mould me, God is trying to show me all my flaws and want me to change it.God wants to pull me back to the correct track.It maybe difficult now but there is nothing more i want den God.It is not about the status but is about God,It is him that i want to see at the end of the road so jia you everyone, why are we giving up just the slighest problem we are facing when we keep on say it is God that we want to see at the end of the road. =) smile and laugh at our silly mistakes that we make and go back to God.I really thank God for this time as I am able to grow more, to think more like him, really thank God for all the problems i am facing, I know one day I will overcome it =DDDDDDDDD

TPENGIT shall have more stronger guys rising up too~~~

2008-01-06T22:23:00.000-08:00

haha..weee pack my room today, clear alot of papers and found alot of stuff. I even found last time samuel pass to me how to spend good qt~~ lol, I have been finding it for very long time le lah~~ I finally took out all the gifts for christmas and the cards.lol now my table seems bigger with all those books and papers gone.lol~
2008 has came~~ LOL! I guess this year i only had 6 resolution ba
1)To be a Salt&Light specially my studies =)
2)To Grow More in spiritually and to know mre abut God
3)To help my group members grow&connected to God
4)To get Gold for karate
5)To help my family members financially
6)Go mission Trip

*Thanks everyone in TpEngit2, Everyone has play a really important part and it has really impact me alot from jason,rayson,jia xiang,samuel,glen,tsu yan,adam,kc,faith,yun fang,ser meng,darren,jia hui,soloman,jasmine and serene
Thanks everyone!(sry if i miss out on anyone)
Lets really grow ourself as we split from here~~ Lets spread God's love around and bring even more people into this family~ =D

TpEngit2B-Jason,Rayson,adam, Jia Xiang,Samuel and me~ JIA YOU~~~ =D
TpEngit2A-Kc,glen,ty,ser meng,darren~ JIA YOU~ =D

2007-12-26T02:18:00.000-08:00

MY Favourite Band with one of My favourite Song
I cant wait to witness a mircle =)
God use me! I want to grow stronger for God, to use me in sound and in pastoral.
Feel so refresh,everytime i talk to xt! LOL! and with God too =DDDDDDD
thanks xiao ying who show me how God uses her as an example of salt and light!
I gt big dreams in terms of sound and also pastoral! i know God will use me!

If ther devil is not having a day off, why should we
HOlY IS THE LORD!

2007-12-18T13:39:00.000-08:00

Just came back, leg tired sia. LOL! must be never exercise daily! lol~~ anyway just spend really quality time with samuel, OMG! we chatted alot of stuff from last time until now!! haha it was real fun,bonding and lessons that can be learn from each other! haha thanks for everything buddy, thanks for being a true friend! you are the only guy friend i really trust! Lets continue this friendship forever =DDDD lets work hard together and SEK Together LOL!!! ~~~~ =D

Anyway sam* u know when i reach home, my dad was awake! -_- LOL!!!

I cant wait for sat service =) cant wait for this friday set up~~ WEEE LETS INVITE MORE FRENS~~ =)

2007-12-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

Rejoice, Rejoice
Sing with the angel voices
Rejoice, Rejoice
All Heaven and earth rejoice

Thank God for all the people who cross the line yesterday, haha heard from my group there is one too~~ yeah!!! =DDDDD

Sometimes the problem/burden that I am handling is getting heavier and I felt I cant take it anymore.God will be there for me! no amount of thanks/love can part me and you lord~~I am really rejoice that I am able to share your first love to other people =)

2007-12-12T10:03:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of my fasting provided you dont count the extra 5 days =) and God I really uphold all my burdens and problems to you! I have done it for the last 60 days and i know you will bless them =)

2007-12-03T05:55:00.000-08:00

SSMAT: (results not known yet)
E-Device:(24.5/30)
ENG Maths 2: (24/30)
COM Programming: (17/40)*20% GONE!!!!!! OMG! lol..
E-device lab:(results not known yet)
Dfund 2:(15/30)
Dfund 2 lab:(results not known yet)* also fail, teacher saw my sheet of paper*shake head LOL!

YEAH! this is my results for my so fast all the quiz and test, omg everyone got a very high percentage! very SCARY! lol, BUT I am going to work hard, every result that I got here, I am going to double the times for mine term test and God will help me~~~ God will use me to excel in my studies! Jeremy challenge me to hit gpa 3 by the end of this sem and I am going to fulfill it! Going to tell my classmate, though I am busy with church, I am going to excel my studies to glorify God's name!

2007-11-25T10:54:00.000-08:00

what hectic week last week but it was fill with with joy last week! haha~~ last week theme was like "1st try", it was my first time leading worship. Omg! the feeling was like totally different but i was nervous that I couldnt minister them but thanks to kc and sam who helps me along the way.LOL! then it was sound ministry, I was leading sound backstage alone. I tot I didnt nt do a good job but everyone during the evaluation was saying the sound was well done, really praise God for that and thanks to jolene who taught me well and help me in the set-up! Lastly it was the drama, it was really well done. Thanks to everyone who put in all the effort and work really hard including the movers of the props and also px! and lastly the whole crew and drama team! Thank God for the drama. We really had fun! =DDDD
Finally today, i was very weak that I couldnt stand up, I was shag and sick that I wanted to go and see zhong yi le but I was lazy so I slept till afternoon and I was feeling much more better. LOL I think tml I must go and see le.LOL! hope jay's uncle will give me a discount! LOL!!!!!

Have a nice day everyone! =)
Going to learn "Only One" now
bye bye~~~

2007-11-22T18:40:00.001-08:00

2007-11-22T10:54:00.000-08:00

Is just me and my guitar in the lonely night~ lol
haha, I am out of creative juice and my friend keep on ask me to help him with his project while that is his part -_-
Thanks xt! thanks Sam!
Really Glad that God put both of ur into my life.

I am meeting jeremy later for lunch =)
bonding with guys is much more better =D

2007-11-21T17:04:00.000-08:00

hhaa suddenly just got an urge to learn E-guitar. LOL! anyway have been very lazy practising guitar, so just have to keep on practise till i get it.lol now going to learn ta de jie mao! and i found the tabs! lol..hope to learn it soon when I am back tonight~~ =D

2007-11-19T18:50:00.000-08:00

ytd while going back from nexus, i was quite burden over certain stuff. I felt burden over myself. Just imagine God comes back tml and because of your sins, because of you are lazy to read God's word, because you are slacking to do God's work,lazy to pray, lazy to save a soul and Jesus left you behind the gates.Omg i tell i was so scare ytd,really iwas just staring into blank space.I felt i wasnt doing enough.I've found the greatest love but i seems to be throwing it away.I felt burden over my sheeps too,so burden that i want to fast for them too.Felt burden over those souls that to be save and our cg.Lets all really work hard and jia you~ like what px/kc/sam says really wish to hold everyone of our hands and enter the gates of heaven.

*specially for Glen CHIA!
Lets Work Hard not only for this week but for the rest of our life! haha, I am waiting for you to get sheeps, waiting for you to lead worship! lol so JIA YOU!!!waiting for you to be cl too =DDDD HAHA ok prata BUDDY! =) and lastly waiting for you to treat me prata! haha

God Bless you! =)

Jeremy hope you are feeling better now. =)

3s-Simple & Serve & Sacrifice~~

Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord! =)

2007-11-15T10:35:00.000-08:00

她的睫毛
彎的嘴角
用眼神對我拍照
我戒不掉
她的微笑
洋溢幸福的味道

2007-11-14T09:47:00.000-08:00

Haha, today never go for Karate training and when I am back home, my fren told me he was being volunteer to be the vice-captain for the boys side! lol got me excited den dont know why I am inside the sub com too as I am now the general affairs head! LOL!! got me even sky-high! the best part is they are starting to disturb my fren and I with one of the dont know who?!? lol make me even more excited! HAHAHA~~ cant wait to train with them next week! =DDDD
today did something stupid! i dont like sms le lah! sianzzz........
I dont know wat God is trying to tell me, last two weeks i was thinking of quiting karate because I am afraid I dont have the time but last week I won a match. It makes me ponder for awhile of my decision then today my fren told me about this news. hmm makes me really think should i quit? lol nvm anyway my fight is being change to dec 16! haha =DDDD

anyway tues nick told me something which really makes me think am i a good shepherd? i realise i need to do MORE! MORE! lol

Have a nice and wonderful day everyone =)
I am sleepy =)

2007-11-08T10:24:00.000-08:00

Such a busy week for me, studies and everything but i am glad that i can serve everyone and help out in different people in their roles and jobs =). try not to stay stress esp when i am busy! so guys hope everyone have a nice week. =DDDD just a short update! =)

2007-11-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

The first 30 days going to be over soon on thursday!
Now for the next 30 days I am going to pray for:

FOR OTHERS
(1) Our Cg to hit 20/P.X to be UL
(2)Sheeps to grow well and to a greater heights
(3)Our Cg to grow and bond together
(4)Meyi,Pei Chyi,Glen,Serene to have a sheep
(5)Shepherd to grow too and have another sheep

PERSONAL
(1) To depend more on God
(2) To overcome some of mine personal problems
(3) To Grow more and improve in my weakness
(4) To have one more sheep

Yeah! if anyone need me to pray, do tell me! dont be shy. I want to be simple and serve! thats all.k Have a nice day everyone =)

2007-11-01T19:27:00.000-07:00

Weee i change my blogskin le, just wanted something new! haha anyway I am fine now, ready to grow even stronger to take on the test and challenge. Haha =DDDD anyway ytd i went to do sound ministry! OMG! is ownning lah! i always tot their job is easy just play the sound can le but there are so many things we need to do and learn and also need to match with the singers too. Haha saw them practise and everyone is working hard for the service! haha got me inspire too! den we went to prata shop to eat! haha dont worry i didnt eat any prata! they are really friendly and WARM me up. lol this coming sat is my duty with richard(dont know isit like that spell) haha so excited~~~~ =DDDD
Thank God for my friend sia, today suppose to be showing the teacher our research for the project but ytd when i reach home i was damn tired and I was busy looking through my teachings and i fell asleep -_-" and when i reach school, i was like die! going to get another scolding again! lol but my fren done it and he didnt blame us or wat just say nvm. Walao gt me damn guilty but really thank god for his kind heart! =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9PTeBCHXVQ =DDDD

that alls folks~~ till next time stay tuned!
HAHA, cant wait for my ministry and also to meet my sheeps~~~~ =DDDD

2007-10-27T11:33:00.000-07:00

I'm having internal war! lol.. =)

2007-10-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

Just attend french tut finish.I was damn sleepy there and i fell asleep and i sek afew times with the people there.

God fill my Cup..Fill it!!!! =(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNjH8QDpBFY

2007-10-20T18:15:00.000-07:00

This small part of the post is for Glen Chia! haha Sorry Boss i didnt came online at that time cause you know i was watching soccer match. LOL! I totally forget about you and that is like totally impossible, is like me forgeting to eat my dose of prata! Having you to blog about me! i am shy like a prata half naked and the ah neh have to put an egg inside so that e prata will be like hot inside and cold outside! lol wat am i talking about?

Anyway ytd was my BROTHER birthday! Mr KC! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! grow older le ah..dont always zhua me! haha.. everything that i want to say is in the card and also the big bear card. Really glad to know you as a friend and brother! =DDDD talking about birthday, one of my another brother's birthday is coming also. Mr S.tan I am going to save money for this wacky guy birthday and you better at least let me smash you with cake! WAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~ Going to get you present and stuff!!! =DDDD at least with school reopen now, i can have abit of cash.Thank God for changing me! thank God for everything He has done! I maybe weak in some areas of my life but hope God will give me strength to overcome it and ytd while worship, He answer me telling not to forcus on myself and I finally understand what God is trying to say to me. =))))

Enjoy your Day as we eat prata everyday~~~~

2007-10-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

HI~~ wooo i am back, got back my line le but my com crash -_-" hahaha bye bye
you think that is fast? well.. the least you can do is dont insult me! dont!~~~ anyway this post is crap..lol...bb

I miss watching prison break!! anybody got dvd/vcd

=DDDD

2007-10-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

I lost my hp so I was praying to God asking Him why? why? the phone meant a lot to me as it was from my brother. but you know today I realise I may have lost a phone but God gave me something that is more worth then my phone which is having a sheep and a contact. I once told KC and sam that I want to become a shepherd before the end of Oct and yeah God helps me to make it real. As soon as i reach home, I got so burden plus with the song Amazing Grace(my chains are broken) I felt fortunate to know him so I started to invite all my friends to come for the CG. Some of them reject me as per normal and maybe some say okok only but thank God at least one reply me saying he tell me tml cause he got tuition until 7. I seriously felt very happy, I want to do this more often, letting more people know more about Him. I even started watching sermons to help my sheep. I am afraid and nervous plus abit excited is like prata mix with sugar and curry..lol weird combination rith? ya thats how isit..weird! dont know whether I could do a good job!
RANDOM POST
I was glad after so many weeks of being so busy finally ah..i spend some time with my parents! so happy lah now I want to spend time with my sec school friend and also TpEngit2 =DDDD and also have more prata!

Elisah Lem abruzzi

2007-09-22T19:48:00.000-07:00

Is great to be sleeping! serious, i was quite affected ytd and i woke up early like around 7+ and do my qt,worship and praising. Felt the presence of Him near me! though i am still tired and my music is still blasting. LOL my soul is refresh and i am ready to do his best for his work.
When I have the responsibility, I make sure i do my best, no no nt 1, no no not 10 but 100. I hate it when i realise i never put in 100%. yeah but that is a different story for studies. hhaha i was never good at reading. lol nvm i am just crapping. yeah i just realise i woke up late but still can reach in time..
I need a warm drink////maybe T-Bag! lol
have a nice day =DDDD
I still want you by my side just to help me cure my wounds..doc.. =)

2007-09-21T15:45:00.000-07:00

Its 6:45am and i slept for only a hour and i am serious tired. This has been going on for like close to 1 week le. cant stand it, cant take it but with a cup of teh bing and egg prata i can make it..OK! take care guys going now to meet glen. =DDD

with a dose of prata and teh bing
keeps me awake for one hour =)

2007-09-19T10:49:00.000-07:00

Today is spar-ing day for my cca, girls spar with girls, guys spar with guys! den girls spar with guys! lol was quite fun but was venting my anger on my fren lol.. using all my strength to punch/kick also lol but thanks God he was a kind soul that doesnt mind.
So many things to do out of a sudden, gt a thinking of having a break maybe have a kitkat! I am broke and emo too. sounds like an old man..lol
i think i need a dose of prata.
have a nice day everyone =)

2007-09-16T14:27:00.000-07:00

what a day! i think i want to stop playing BF is the same thing like playing dota.Noob/pro also get scolded for nothing. My team was losing and they were not united at all, only my fren and I stay together and i heal him of cuz. The rest just anyhow run?!? how to save? this guy went all e way to chiong and he died infront of our enemy?!? and he expect me to save him -_- sianz
Anyway i want to say a big Thanks for Yiwei and Kokleng for their help in the events that we took part. Haha, it was my first time and i think everyone did a great job though KL and I our games was a very very last min one. but thank God for him to be so encouraging.

Anyway I think i need to eat prata again! Bye bye~~~

Trust God in whatever Plans He has for me!

2007-09-03T14:10:00.000-07:00

I am worried about my relationship with God =(

2007-08-27T12:27:00.000-07:00

Why must we have different days for different paper? cause me no motivation at all touch the book at all!
why is the question so easy?
why do i get so affected so easily?
why?
why?

AHAHA, today maths!!! omg i almost late and i dont know how to do almost all the question?!? can you believe it? lol i actually quite confident that i could do well for my maths and i didnt even touch much on the books, so confident that i think i am going to sit for the sub paper! to make things worse, my frens came out telling me they sure get A, some Z.hahaha. ayia after all this woo~~lala stuff plus the 'BIG' event in frenster! *LOL i was quite affected but GOD bless my family with some money! i was quite happy, this money can help to lessen their burden. Tells me something, all my problems are minor stuff God will make a way out for me, just trust him! =) oh ya, sunday when i want to go out to find sam, i realise i lost my wallet?!? i was like "walao! not again!" haha but my mum found this wallet went for a swim in my washing machine. lol everything is gone, pics,ID cards etc etc.. left a ez link card =D hahaha..thanks GOD if nt have to replace again!

Good luck to those taking exams and those preparing to take sub with me! lol.. =D
* I LEND YOU!! =)

2007-08-20T12:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes the world outside seems to be so attractive that I get attracted by it.

Its been so long since i blog, lol alot of events coming up and first of all, got to say it is the main exam. haha, now is the study week but I am so lazy to touch my books. The body is weak but the heart is willing. LOL!! and i am only left with 3 days more to the first exam. walao die le lah!! hahaha. Work on last sunday, omg is the most slacking job i ever have sia! halfway through the job, my frens and i still went around and play. haha we still can chat with other ppl working in different companies. It was fun, after that i went to watch secret with my frens. Woo~~ nice show. LOL! Anybody if got lobang plz dont be shy and sms me! =DD

Actually nth much to blog afterall, just wish everyone good luck for their papers! do well! =) and xm go home together with me lah!! -_-

2007-07-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

Thanks alot to px for listening and giving me advice and also thanks to sam for being there and listening too. I felt really better after that. After school, we went to the WAM night. OMG! i tell you, is so powerful lah, haha praise song after praise song and worship after worship. lol but after that i heard about jia hui stuff, something struck me! there is people waiting for us to help them and here i am thinking about stupid stuffs. I feel so stupid. haha, so now i want to concentrate on my growth and also help those non-believer. I am going try my best to put away the past! God gave me all e resources, now is just whether i want to put it at the back or continue carrying it =)

If i could hold you one more time
like in the days when you were mine
I will look at you till i was blind
So you would stay

2yr+ since e first movie
1yr+ since our special date

2007-07-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Felt real lousy on sunday because of the Hr movie, I didnt know what to do but just to pray, pray and pray. I guess the feeling was so strong that I just wanted to do something to get rid of it by using abother person.

Dont tell me/judge/scold/ whatever stuff you want to say cause u will never know what isit like. I am so sick of people telling me to forget. I guess i was never good at handling Hr movie. haha i wont blog until my main exam finish ba. Good luck to people taking exams/test/quiz/o's level =)

2007-07-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

Aiming for 100% for God isit a mistake? lol i have been thinking about it this past few days but still dont understand whats wrong with it. hmm later can ask shepherd! lol. Finally 90% of the stuff has been done! wooo~~~ so happy but i am so tired! very very very tired~~~Finish one project, another project comes along. haha so tired of it. lol

I have been thinking stupid stuff..how how how?!? lol =)

2007-07-09T09:51:00.000-07:00

OK!! back to blogging! haha, this week going to be a very very busy week. I have got so many stuff to do, auto cad, Dmm, CG, project and Study!! arghhh I hope I can put in 100% in everything i do =) and stop feeling stress.
haha, I know I have been skipping lect since sch has started but today I stop and I am going to stop skipping lect. LOL I promise OK! haha, though i still dont understand what the ah neh lect is talking about. I am going to try my best to score an A. =DDDD work hard everyone! Last week service was GREAT! AMAZING! WONDERFUL! no words can describe. I felt God presence in me! I felt God was talking to me about my problems and stuff. I was praising God happily, i Love e worship too. =) Ok i will try to blog daily so linda must read ah!! =D stay happy everyone!

I will make my Boast in Christ Our Lord

2007-06-23T11:54:00.001-07:00

haha,finally change my blogskin to paul scholes! e "Ginger Prince" My favourite Man U player.C.Ronaldo may get all the limelight now but i still think last season paul scholes plays even better than ronaldo. haha, he may not has many tricks as ronaldo but he can score long range shot and even six yard tag. LOL! no matter what man u is being bless to have this two good players. =)

2007-06-19T14:26:00.000-07:00

Over and over I look in your eyes
You are all I desire
You have captured me
I want to hold you I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way
Could I hold you for a lifetime?
Could I look into your eyes?
Could I have this night to share this night together?
Could I hold you close beside me?
Could I hold you for all time?
Could I could I have this kiss forever?

2007-06-19T14:19:00.000-07:00

Haha today went study with mel, hope she really buck up and stop slacking! LOL! looking back, i have not given anything or help anyone, not even paying attention to ppl's need. Now is the time! Come on! dont be shy, if it is within my limits i will try my best to help. haha just finish cycling with sam and jay, miss those good old times! lets go cycling more often! lol

I am so excited for tml Cg but yet i am abit nervous too..hahaha

The Father’s only Son And
You lived You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again
Hallelujah, for all You’ve done

2007-06-13T13:03:00.000-07:00

arghh..i want to dye my fringe red colour!! i always wanted to dye red when my O's ended but my fringe still very short! -_-"

Nothing much to blog this week, just that i am learning new things and about me everyday. Thank God for shepherd for today! =) Lets enjoy our holiday to the fullest!

2007-06-07T11:47:00.000-07:00

Anger! Anger! Anger! tsk tsk tsk..nt a gd thing at all. haha i let my emotions take over me yesterday when i play soccer with other class.LOL! i guess i still need to change more in this. Anyway exams are over!!!! shiok! i going to commit more in church in this 2 weeks as i felt i never give in anything to him, is like this term test, God gave me e confident that i could do it and that really spurs me to do well though my maths i may not do well but i have not done anything back.HAHAH! so i want to do something more, not only going service. I believe that doing his work, he will bless me even more in helping me with my family financial suituation. HAHA wow! TELL U AH just now sam was like sharing the worship and praise part and that hit me alot lah!! i think what he says is quite true lah. hahaha what a bless to have a nice shepherd like him! to think i got the energy to cycle to clementi with him, haha he Qiang one lah! =) TML SOCCER!!

TOTALLY DENIED! HOOOO~~~